Physical journey begins…

Who I am? Where did I come from? It’s a most primordial question that human being have ever been thinking and searching for. As we know even the modern science hasn't yet come to a final conclusion about the origin of Universe. We saw the recent study in Geneva, by trying to collide tow beams of particles at close to the speed of light, so that conditions just after the Bing Bang, which happened some 13.7 billion years ago, could be to a large extent recreated. Though analysis of the results of powerful particle collisions, they were expected to unlock the secrets of modern physics and answer questions about the universe and its origins. 

Where did I come from? I would say I started my physical journey from that “beautiful moment” of my father and mother had. I don’t know before that moment whether I had existed or not. All religious masters undoubtedly said, yes you existed…you exist…would exist forever. Your spirit is eternal. Even this phenomenal subject let us either believe or we can leave to the spiritual Masters. Apart from this, if we think in a scientific point of view, how “I” was in my mother’s womb in the beginning, we discover that the first stage of embryo which we cannot see with our naked eyes, suppose if we put it under a microscope, we come to know that it begins from a single cell, which is contained with group of tiniest particle what we call atoms. Again we took the atom under a powerful atomic microscope then we can see more space…and proton, neutron, electron that rotate around the nucleus. Again we go to the electron, which we cannot imagine, we see nothing, and then we may come to the conclusion that from this “nothingness” we all were emanated. What is this nothingness? Science may call it ‘energy’, which is described, can be neither created nor destroyed. Psychologists and quantum physicists may explain it as consciousness and spiritual masters call it ‘soul’.

According to Bing Bang theory, the universe is infinitely expanding. If it is constantly expanding universe then if think reverse we come back to the centre point…zero point…nothingness… stillness. From this stillness, it was the first impulse of energy began its ripple of creation. This is what the Quantum physics say. And the ancient Indian sages and Greek philosophers discovered the same truth centuries back in spiritual or philosophical terms.

Now let us come back again to the miraculous moment of our micro state in our mother’s womb, the time the cosmic engineer fixed a DNA code in the nucleolus, the basic software and memory card we may call which is uniquely designed for each individual human which are amazingly different from each other. In this DNA code, it is already fixed, the data of your future, what would be the colour of your skin, your height, and body shape including the basic and different tendencies and talents.

Some of us are very intelligent or physically healthy by birth, some others are sick or physically handicapped. Some one shows his criminal tendency from their childhood. Some times he even rapes the under aged young girls and kill them and throw away. And some others commit suicide or become murders due to the innate tendencies.

Some times we have seen the wonders of some kids; they make hundreds of amazing beautiful paintings in their younger age and passes away before they grow up, leaving unbearable agony in our heart. Some people become poets, artists or richest business icon or politicians. And some others, who are taken birth with Godly virtues and are enlightened; they heal the human mind and lead the human kind.

Is it all happens by accident…or are there any specific laws or cause and effect and cosmic intelligent play behind the governing of the nature and universe?

The Passage on Earth

I never had any immediate intention to create a blog. It was happening quite coincidently. After a long period of time I regained the interest for regular reading. Since last year I have been reading many books. Some times I felt a sort of intuition that I have to start writing. In the beginning of August-2008 due to some unexpected moments I just started writing, the idea was spontaneously coming to me, which could be the earlier accumulated subjects from my subconscious mind in various times. And when I finished writing, I just saved that in my PC. August 12^th afternoon while I was surfing Internet, I happened to read a blog, which called “Thinking space”, and the boggler’s name is Yihong Ding who does his research on World Wide Web. It was quite interesting that his subject was more or less similar to me. He is advisedly more authentic in his subject as he is Phd candidate at Brigham Young University, United States. And the wonder of synchronicity continues around the globe, we will have detailed discussion in this regards later on some other times.

As soon as I read his blog I posted a comment on his blog and I created my own blog, published my article simultaneously. Even the title “The Cosmic Traveler” was also very instantly came out from mind. I never wrote any such kind of write up in English earlier. I was pretty hesitant in my English language. After publishing my blog I immediately sent a mail to my friend Mr. Kishore who is the author of “Eightstorm” an innovative Book, (Eight step brainstorming for innovative managers) which was published by Amazon last year. I requested him, if any correction to be done please do it and edit the write up if you would feel. He immediately posted a comment that really inspired me and encouraged a lot. Lots of my friends sent me their appreciation by email even though they are not bloggers, and few more comments I received from unknown blogger friends from deferent part of globe that also warmly motivated me.

Let me express my enormous love and thankfulness to all of you for your unconditional love and encouragement.

All of you expect more blogpost from me. Many friends called me up and began to ask, regarding the forthcoming new blogposts. To be very honest, I am in a dilemma, I don’t know how to continue it even though series of ideas, philosophies, spiritual insights, stories and my own life experiences have been randomly accumulated in my mind.

The first blogpost was about my dream, the dream I could assume in its optimum level.But this time from that optimum point I would love to make an inward journey to my own self, to my soul, to nature and the source. It is a sort of searching for the truth and yearning for the love and emerging with the divine love.

From my childhood I was ever been a keen observer of my own emotions and life as well as the life of the people surrounded me. Why people suffer… What is the meaning of life, what is the law of birth, life and death, who am I? Where did I come from? How does the human mind work, how the nature works on human mind and what makes his destiny?

I would like to share my questions and answers, thoughts and dreams, love and desires with you through the upcoming blogposts.

I am still in the ambit of duality. I would say there are two Padmanabhans in me The first one is a simple believer of God. From his childhood he had showed his innate inclination to God and spiritual facultiest, and his grand mother always tried to enhance it.

The second one is an egotistic intellectual who still loves to be a communist, poor guy…he dreams one day the whole human society would transform to communism…the most sophisticated and civilized world community. He always loved to analyze the world and human life in socio economic historical terms and dialectical materialism. You can call him “Pappan”.

His grandfather had given the name “Padmanabhan”. From childhood he never liked this name. He had always having some inferiority complex because of that he believed this is an old fashion name, very old…aged grandfather’s name. When his childhood friends began to call him the nickname “Pappan” he loved to be called by this name.

But now adays he began to love the name Padmanabhan very much, because of he realized it has a profound meaning. The name Padmanabhan is derived from Indian mythology, the other name of Vishnu. According to the Indian trinity concept Vishnu is the protector of universe, and himself the cosmos.

But it doesn’t mean he is a believer of any religion…no…he doesn’t believe in any religion. Religion always divided the humanity, made war and blood shed…still it continues…

But he definitely believes in Prophet Mohammed, Jesus Christ, Buddha, Lord Krishna…and many other Masters in human history…and his living Master. The inner core essence of all religion is eternal and pure spirituality. Religion divides, but spirituality unites. This is what his Master teaches him and always he loved to believe so.

He also believes in Karl Marx, Einstein, modern science and technology.

So probably there might be a relevant question to be asked. How you could believe in both idealism and materialism, which are extremely contradictory and had been encountered for centuries, still the endless arguments exists.

In his opinion there could be a profound correlation between classical materialism and fundamental spiritualism. There are some significant indications showing up that science and spirituality is getting closer hand in hand.

I feel it is not fair to elaborate myself about me rather than let me try to write whatever the subjects spontaneously come to my mind.

You have to consider that I am neither a scholar nor a master in any subjects. I am simply an observer. Whatever I have been observing from my own life, from the environment and from the life of fellow human beings and nature, I just would like to share with you.

I would like to distinguish my blogposts in to two divisions which is called npadmanabhan.blogpost.com & pappanc4u.blogpost.com

Sometimes I will be posting my writing in npadmanabhan.blogpost.com, my spiritual viewpoint, and may be simultaneously I will try to illustrate the subject in socio economic terms as well, and some common subjects also will be posted in Pappanc4u

The ultimate impulse of this Blog is obviously…. my dream…your dream…our dream….

Before I conclude today’s blogpost let me refresh that dream…

“If even one person in a house has anger, there is a battle. An angry person makes a household very sorrowful. Where there is anger and sorrow that is called hell.

How we can be peaceful if our neighbor is suffering from miseries and always quarrel and fight each other …?

If our neighboring country is under threat of war, that means we are also uncertain and in unstable situation. We all know that if a third world war happens that could possibly wipe off the whole human race from the planet.

We cannot have sustainable peace and tranquility in our life unless our neighbor, neighboring country, the whole planet is in the sphere of love and harmony".

So let us try to widen our dreams… expand our love…. and be positive thinkers. Every thought resonates and creates the world.

It is our choice…. where we have to live.... in hostile world or friendly world